〃Shes a writer; you nit;〃 Brutal told him。 〃Been dead practically since Betsy Ross basted the stars on the first flag。〃
〃Oh。〃 Harry looked embarrassed。 〃Im not much of a reader。 Radio manuals; mostly。〃
〃Whats on your mind; Paul?〃 Dean asked。
〃John Coffey and Mr。 Jingles; to start with。〃 They looked surprised; which I had expected … theyd been thinking I wanted to discuss either Delacroix or Percy。 Maybe both。 I looked at Dean and Harry 〃The thing with Mr。 Jingles … what Coffey did … happened pretty fast。 I dont know if you got there in time to see how broken up the mouse was or not。〃
Dean shook his head。 〃I saw the blood on the floor; though。〃
I turned to Brutal。
〃That son of a bitch Percy crushed it;〃 he said simply。 〃It should have died; but it didnt。 Coffey did something to it。 Healed it somehow。 I know how that sounds; but I saw it with my own eyes。〃
I said: 〃He healed me; as well; and I didnt just see it; I felt it。〃 I told them about my urinary infection … how it had e back; how bad it had been (I pointed through the window at the woodpile Id had to hold onto the morning the pain drove me to my knees); and how it had gone away pletely after Coffey touched me。 And stayed away。
It didnt take long to tell。 When I was done; they sat and thought about it awhile; chewing on their sandwiches as they did。 Then Dean said; 〃Black things came out of his mouth。 Like bugs。〃
〃Thats right;〃 Harry agreed。 〃They were black to start with; anyway。 Then they turned white and disappeared。〃 He looked around; considering。 〃Its like I damned near forgot the whole thing until you brought it up; Paul。 Aint that funny?〃
〃Nothing funny or strange about it;〃 Brutal said。 〃I think thats what people most always do with the stuff they cant make out … just forget it。 Doesnt do a person much good to remember stuff that doesnt make any sense。 What about it; Paul? Were there bugs when he fixed you?〃
〃Yes。 I think theyre the sickness 。。。 the pain 。。。 the hurt。 He takes it in; then lets it out into the open air again。〃
〃Where it dies;〃 Harry said。
I shrugged。 I didnt know if it died or not; wasnt sure it even mattered。
〃Did he suck it out of you?〃 Brutal asked。 〃He looked like he was sucking it right out of the mouse。 The hurt。 The 。。。 you know。 The death。〃
〃No;〃 I said。 〃He just touched me。 And I felt it。 A kind of jolt; like electricity only not painful。 But I wasnt dying; only hurting。〃
Brutal nodded。 〃The touch and the breath。 Just like you hear those backwoods gospel…shouters going on about。〃
〃Praise Jesus; the Lord is mighty;〃 I said。
〃I dunno if Jesus es into it;〃 Brutal said; 〃but it seems to me like John Coffey is one mighty man。〃
〃All right;〃 Dean said。 〃If you say all this happened; I guess I believe it。 God works in mysterious ways His wonders to perform。 But whats it got to do with us?〃
Well; that was the big question; wasnt it? I took in a deep breath and told them what I wanted to do。 They listened; dumbfounded。 Even Brutal; who liked to read those magazines with the stories about little green men from space; looked dumbfounded。 There was a longer silence when I finished this time; and no one chewing any sandwiches。
At last; in a gentle and reasonable voice; Brutus Howell said: 〃Wed lose our jobs if we were caught; Paul; and wed be very goddam lucky if that was all that happened。 Wed probably end up over in A Block as guests of the state; making wallets and showering in pairs。〃
〃Yes;〃 I said。 〃That could happen。〃
〃I can understand how you feel; a little;〃 he went on。 〃You know Moores better than us … hes your friend as well as the big boss … and I know you think a lot of his wife。。。〃
〃Shes the sweetest woman you could ever hope to meet;〃 I said; 〃and she means the world to him。〃
〃But we dont know her the way you and Janice do;〃 Brutal said。 〃Do we; Paul?〃
〃Youd like her if you did;〃 I said。 〃At least; youd like her if youd met her before this thing got its claws into her。 She does a lot of munity things; shes a good friend; and shes religious。 More than that; shes funny。 Used to be; anyway。 She could tell you things thatd make you laugh until the tears rolled down your cheeks。 But none of those things are the reason I want to help save her; if she can be saved。 Whats happening to her is an offense; goddammit; an offense。 To the eyes and the ears and the heart。〃
〃Very noble; but I doubt like hell if thats what put this bee in your bon;〃 Brutal said。 〃I think its what happened to Del。 You want to balance it off somehow。〃
And he was right。 Of course he was。 I knew Melinda Moores better than the others did; but maybe not; in the end; well enough to ask them to risk their jobs for her … and possibly their freedom; as well。 Or my own job and freedom; for that matter。 I had two children; and the last thing on Gods earth that I wanted my wife to have to do was to write them the news that their father was going on trial for。。。 well; what would it be? I didnt know for sure。 Aiding and abetting an escape attempt seemed the most likely。
But the death of Eduard Delacroix had been the ugliest; foulest thing I had ever seen in my life … not just my working life but my whole; entire life … and I had been a party to it。 We had all been a party to it; because we had allowed Percy Wetmore to stay even after we knew he was horribly unfit to work in a place like E Block。 We had played the game。 Even Warden Moores had been a party to it。 〃His nuts are going to cook whether Wetmores on the team or not;〃 he had said; and maybe that was well enough; considering what the little Frenchman had done; but in the end Percy had done a lot more than cook Dels nuts; he had blown the little mans eyeballs right out of their sockets and set his damned face on fire。 And why? Because Del was a murderer half a dozen times over? No。 Because Percy had wet his pants and the little Cajun had had the temerity to laugh at him。 Wed been part of a monstrous act; and Percy was going to get away with it。 Off to Briar Ridge he would go; happy as a clam at high tide; and there he would have a whole asylum filled with lunatics to practice his cruelties upon。 There was nothing we could do about that; but perhaps it was not too late to wash some of the muck off our own hands。
〃In my church they call it atonement instead of balancing;〃 I said; 〃but I guess it es to the same thing。〃
〃Do you really think Coffey could save her?〃 Dean asked in a soft; awed voice。 〃Just 。。。 what? 。。。 suck that brain tumor out of her head? Like it was a 。。。 a peach…pi
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