“Which you shall make for me; Jane。 I will abide by your decision。”
“Choose then; sir—her who loves you best。”
“I will at least choose—her i love best。 Jane; will you marry me?”
“Yes; sir。”
“A poor blind man; whom you will have to lead about by the hand?”
“Yes; sir。”
“A crippled man; twenty years older than you; whom you will have to wait on?”
“Yes; sir。”
“Truly; Jane?”
“Most truly; sir。”
“Oh! my darling! God bless you and reward you!”
“Mr。 Rochester; if ever I did a good deed in my life—if ever I thought a good thought—if ever I prayed a sincere and blameless prayer—if ever I wished a righteous wish;—I am rewarded now。 To be your wife is; for me; to be as happy as I can be on earth。”
“Because you delight in sacrifice。”
“Sacrifice! What do I sacrifice? Famine for food; expectation for content。 To be privileged to put my arms round what I value—to press my lips to what I love—to repose on what I trust: is that to make a sacrifice? If so; then certainly I delight in sacrifice。”
“And to bear with my infirmities; Jane: to overlook my deficiencies。”
“Which are none; sir; to me。 I love you better now; when I can really be useful to you; than I did in your state of proud independence; when you disdained every part but that of the giver and protector。”
“Hitherto I have hated to be helped—to be led: henceforth; I feel I shall hate it no more。 I did not like to put my hand into a hireling’s; but it is pleasant to feel it circled by Jane’s little fingers。 I preferred utter loneliness to the constant attendance of servants; but Jane’s soft ministry will be a perpetual joy。 Jane suits me: do I suit her?”
“To the finest fibre of my nature; sir。”
“The case being so; we have nothing in the world to wait for: we must be married instantly。”
He looked and spoke with eagerness: his old impetuosity was rising。
“We must bee one flesh without any delay; Jane: there is but the licence to get—then we marry。”
“Mr。 Rochester; I have just discovered the sun is far declined from its meridian; and Pilot is actually gone home to his dinner。 Let me look at your watch。”
“Fasten it into your girdle; Ja; and keep it henceforward: I have no use for it。”
“It is nearly four o’clock in the afternoon; sir。 Don’t you feel hungry?”
“The third day from this must be our wedding…day; Jane。 Never mind fine clothes and jewels; now: all that is not worth a fillip。”
“The sun has dried up all the rain…drops; sir。 The breeze is still: it is quite hot。”
“Do you know; Jane; I have your little pearl necklace at this moment fastened round my bronze scrag under my cravat? I have worn it since the day I lost my only treasure; as a memento of her。”
“We will go home through the wood: that will be the shadiest way。”
He pursued his own thoughts without heeding me。
“Jane! you think me; I daresay; an irreligious dog: but my heart swells with gratitude to the beneficent God of this earth just now。 He sees not as man sees; but far clearer: judges not as man judges; but far more wisely。 I did wrong: I would have sullied my innocent flower—breathed gui
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