“Why?”
“Because I was poor; and burdensome; and she disliked me。”
“But Reed left children?—you must have cousins? Sir George Lynn was talking of a Reed of Gateshead yesterday; who; he said; was one of the veriest rascals on town; and Ingram was mentioning a Georgiana Reed of the same place; who was much admired for her beauty a season or two ago in London。”
“John Reed is dead; too; sir: he ruined himself and half…ruined his family; and is supposed to have mitted suicide。 The news so shocked his mother that it brought on an apoplectic attack。”
“And what good can you do her? Nonsense; Jane! I would never think of running a hundred miles to see an old lady who will; perhaps; be dead before you reach her: besides; you say she cast you off。”
“Yes; sir; but that is long ago; and when her circumstances were very different: I could not be easy to neglect her wishes now。”
“How long will you stay?”
“As short a time as possible; sir。”
“Promise me only to stay a week—”
“I had better not pass my word: I might be obliged to break it。”
“At all events you will e back: you will not be induced under any pretext to take up a permanent residence with her?”
“Oh; no! I shall certainly return if all be well。”
“And who goes with you? You don’t travel a hundred miles alone。”
“No; sir; she has sent her coachman。”
“A person to be trusted?”
“Yes; sir; he has lived ten years in the family。”
Mr。 Rochester meditated。 “When do you wish to go?”
“Early to…morrow morning; sir。”
“Well; you must have some money; you can’t travel without money; and I daresay you have not much: I have given you no salary yet。 How much have you in the world; Jane?” he asked; smiling。
I drew out my purse; a meagre thing it was。 “Five shillings; sir。” He took the purse; poured the hoard into his palm; and chuckled over it as if its scantiness amused him。 Soon he produced his pocket… book: “Here;” said he; offering me a note; it was fifty pounds; and he owed me but fifteen。 I told him I had no change。
“I don’t want change; you know that。 Take your wages。”
I declined accepting more than was my due。 He scowled at first; then; as if recollecting something; he said—
“Right; right! Better not give you all now: you would; perhaps; stay away three months if you had fifty pounds。 There are ten; is it not plenty?”
“Yes; sir; but now you owe me five。”
“e back for it; then; I am your banker for forty pounds。”
“Mr。 Rochester; I may as well mention another matter of business to you while I have the opportunity。”
“Matter of business? I am curious to hear it。”
“You have as good as informed me; sir; that you are going shortly to be married?”
“Yes; what then?”
“In that case; sir; Adèle ought to go to school: I am sure you will perceive the necessity of it。”
“To get her out of my bride’s way; who might otherwise walk over her rather too emphatically? There’s sense in the suggestion; not a doubt of it。 Adèle; as you say; must go to school; and you; of course; must march straight to—the devil?”
“I hope not; sir; but I must seek another situation somewhere。”
“In course!” he exclaimed; with a twang of voice and a distortion of features equally fantastic and ludicrous。 He looked at me some minutes。
“And old Madam Reed; or the Misses; her daughters; will be solicited by you to seek a place; I suppose?”
“No; sir; I am not on such terms with my relatives as would justify me in asking favours of them—but I shall advertise。”
“You shall walk up the pyramids of Egypt!” he growled。 “At your peril you advertise! I wish I had only offered you a sovereign instead of ten pounds。 Give me back nine pounds; Jane; I’ve a use for it。”
“And so have I; sir;” I returned; putting my hands and my purse behind me。 “I could n
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